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Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control....

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go...

(Oh!) I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn't so...
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(new song in my playlist - linkin park)

.naive.

Yeah that's me;

Tend to make unnecessary actions,

Act without thinking of the consequences,

Hurt others' feelings,

Uncertain about important matters,

Afraid to speak up,

Willing to give up rather than go hand with hand,

Keep others confused with words,

Talk but not talking at all,

Clueless,

Blur,

so on...

People always say that do not show your weakness to the public. But, I just did.

Sometimes, I feel like want to return to my childhood time. nothing much to think about. sleep sleep sleep. huh -.-'

Then again, "If you can't stand the heat, then get out of the kitchen" . I'm not getting out until I get my food.

.perjalananakhirzaman.

Assalamualaikum.

Sudah semestinya, sekarang semua sudah sedia maklum yang kita sedang berada di penghujung, yakni pada akhir zaman. Maka, sudah pasti, cabaran pada jangka masa ini amatlah kritikal dan dahsyat.

Di mana-mana sahaja kita lihat dan teliti, kita boleh dapati yang pelbagai sudut dan peluang digunakan oleh musuh-musuh orang Islam untuk mempengaruhi minda dan akal fikiran kita. Peluang-peluang ini dimanfaatkan sepenuhnya bagi menyuntik racun yang mampu menggugat keteguhan iman seorang abid dan menundukkan kekuatan rohani seorang yang baru mempelajari.

Namun, seandainya kita tidak teliti, kita berpotensi untuk terjerumus dalam perkara ini. Ada yang akan mula meninggalkan amal ibadah yang biasa dilakukan dan lebih teruk lagi ada yang mungkin mempersoalkan soal ketuhanan dan sebagainya. Kebanyakan perkara yang kita lalui seharian akan sedikit sebanyak menyebabkan perkara ini menjadi realiti.

Medium ? Sangatlah banyak. Lagu, rancangan televisyen, wayang, gaya hidup bebas dan sebagainya. Saya sangat pasti ada yang masih tidak jelas mengapa perkara tersebut dikaitkan dengan racun musuh-musuh ini. Kita hendaklah berfikir lebih jauh dan mengaitkan dengan cara dan garis-garis panduan dalam Islam. InsyaAllah kita akan lihat perkaitannya.

Saya bukanlah orang yang mempunyai ilmu agama setinggi gunung ataupun orang yang baik seperti para ulama, tetapi apa yang saya ingin sampaikan, sebagai saudara yang sama-sama lemah, untuk kembali. Ya, kembali. Memang susah. Godaan teramat banyak. Namun, walaupun sedikit perubahan tetapi berterusan adalah lebih baik daripada banyak perubahan tetapi sekejap. Fikir-fikirkanlah. Sebagai muhasabah untuk diri sendiri.

Semoga kita tidak tergolong dalam kalangan orang-orang yang rugi dan menyekutukan Allah. Nauzubillah. Firman-Nya dalam surah al-Baqarah, ayat 165, mafhumnya;

: “Ada di antara manusia, orang yang mengambil selain dari Allah (untuk menjadi) sekutu-sekutu (Allah), mereka mencintainya, (memuja dan mentaatinya) sebagaimana mereka mencintai Allah; sedang orang-orang yang beriman itu lebih cinta kepada Allah.”

Ya Allah kau bimbinglah hamba-Mu yang lemah ini !

Wailalliqa' maassalamah.

.stereotype.

"A 15 year old girl holds her 1 year old son, people call her a slut. But no one knew she was raped at 13; make fun of someone for being fat, but you don't know that person has a serious medical condition that causes her to be fat. Call the old guy ugly, but you don't know if he got a serious face injury after serving the country or saving a life. Stop stereotyping and think before you start talking trash of others."

-OP Daryl-

Assalamualaikum.

It has been so long since the last time I updated my blog. I guess there is nothing much to say here and there are so many things to do like playing counter-strike, doing tutorials, playing counter-strike again, doing lab reports and again playing counter-strike -.-".

Okay. Regarding the statement above, I think it totally describes the idea that I have been keeping in my head all this time. However, due to lack of initiatives or methods on delivering it, so it just remained in my head until now. Thank you for my batch mate, OP Daryl for this meaningful statement.

First of all, I totally agree with it. Stereotype. Briefly, stereotype is a popular belief about a group of people or types of individuals. It was derived from the Greek words, "stereos" which means firm and "typos" which means impression. In combination, it is called solid impression. Psychologists claimed that stereotyping peoples are good in certain ways but in other perspectives, it is not.

Stereotyping practically splits people into groups and in some cases classify them into social classes. Given, the example of the 15 years old girl, most of people who sees her will think her in a bad perspective. Some even avoid to get close to her. Without having even a little of humanity, people will call her a dirty girl. Ask yourself, what will you do ?

Next example, the fat guy. A fat guy always get awful nicknames; "boyot", "tembam", "debab" n so on. Furthermore, the thing that makes this situation more interesting is that those who initiate these names are those who are thin n maybe underweight. And if we go further, why do they really do this ? Most probably they are jealous with those so called fat peoples. Come on. Can you (those involved) just pause for a while and think of those, so called fat peoples. They too are human, and they too have their on matter and problems. Ask yourself, what will you do ?

The last example that I'm going to talk about is not stated in the statement above. It's regarding money and wealth. This is just a simple example. You have a friend. You know that person for a while. That person is quite nice and always a good friend to you. One day, you discovered that that person's parents' incomes are extremely high (which is beyond the average household income). Then, the following day, you start saying things regarding the income, "your family is very rich, why need scholarship?" or "you can buy anything you like, because you are rich. my family is not that rich". Or some might just avoid seeing that person. This situation is very typical, not only in the television but also in real life. So so so so stereotype. Have you ever wondered, is the household income totally for that person ? a wise person can also think this logically. When great power comes great responsibility. Ask yourself, what will you do ?

That's all.

Wailalliqa' maassalamah.